My weekend totally sucked..... Carolyn and I didnt see each other after the concert thursday.... We were suppose to do something friday we didnt.... we were suppose to do something saturday we talked once on the phone.... she was very cranky and needed some space.... We talked twice on sunday... we decided that its best when either one of us is ( Read more... )

Lets see monday morning when I got off of work I drove down to arkansas... came back weds cause I had to work... went to the bon jovi concert thurs... got blown off friday and on a night that I took off to spend with her... she doesnt make sense sometimes...

I am so incredibly sick right now... totally sucks... cant stop coughing and I am all

Well looks like I am going to go down and see my grandma... Carolyn is letting me use the loaner to drive down there... since my brakes are bad on my truck... thats sweet of her...

Well things are going okay.... well its weird its like we never broke up... she said she was feeling smothered but yet the whole time we were not together she was texting and calling all the time... Somehow its kinda brought her closer to me i dont know... Dont get me wrong I put my walls back up some... and backed off of her... giving her the ( Read more... )

So my grandma has the same thing my grandpa had right before he passed... I need help what do I do... Do I drive down there for one day to say my goodbyes or do I wait for the funeral... I really dont know what to do I am torn... Part of me wants to go down but I know I will not be able handle it at all seein her in that bed even more helpless then ( Read more... )

Holy crap man... yesterday morning it was 40 degrees... at noon it was 50 but by 7pm last night it was fucking cold... were talking a fifty degree tempature change thats crazy... it was snowing like crazy and the wind gusts were intense I was stuck at my brothers house last night because it jsut wasnt safe.. I woke up to move my truck it was -38 ( Read more... )

We talked some more again last night and just a little this morning... things just went really fast basically if we each had our own place then we would have moved in already... but we are going to see were things are goin to go because we both think its worth finding out.... we both need to adjust somethings... I need to be more assertive and ( Read more... )

fucked another one up.... she ended it with me this morning at breakfast.... long story dont want to talk about it right now... I want to think about some things and talk to someone first...

So things are going really good right now... I am sleeping again so that good... Last night after going and seeing carolyn late afternoon then going to another great dinner and then taking her home... I literally was wiped out... granted she wiped me out but still I literally crashed when I got home talked to her on the phone for a while... falling ( Read more... )

So I snuck over to see Carolyn yesterday... yes I know she is really sick... but she begged me to come over.... plus she was feeling better.... It was so good to see her though... We had a good time....I had to take a nap....LOL.... It is so different dating someone you dont live with... I mean I am use to coming home to my girlfriend... last night ( Read more... )