Well my baby is really incredibly sick.... looks like she will be off work for at least a week... I think I dodged a huge bullet because she has a serious viral infection and so far I have no symptoms... I am goin to have to no contact for a while... just to be safe ( Read more... )

Did I mention I am off for the first time in like five years... I am so excited I finally get to enjoy it without having to work... what a suck night to work... well for me as a waitress...

Merry Christmas everyone hope you got to spend time with your friends and family... I have to work tonight but its okay... I spent time with my family yesterday and I am goin to my moms today for a few then home to take a nap before work... Carolyn came over on saturday and we did christmas then... It was nice to have her spend the night at my ( Read more... )

I am under so much stress right now... I am not making any money behind on bills and have been loooking for a job.. I cant start the other one until january fucking sucks.. started crying on the phone with michelle becuase I its the 18th and I just came up with dec 1 rent and there is no way I am goin to pay on the first again especially since just ( Read more... )

I have just been pretty much working and spending some time with carolyn and my family.... She is just a sweet person.... I get little gifts all time like chapstick, sweatshirts, a blanket... I am pretty much always cold... We have been spending alot of time at her friends house which is just this awesome relaxing type setting its a cabin with a ( Read more... )

Sorry guys havent posted in awhile... alot of stuff has been goin on... I ended things with Jamie....just didnt work out... that was a couple of weeks ago... lets see... I am dating this chick Carolyn... so far all is goin well we are taking things really slow... and i do mean really slow.. Like yes I went home with her the night I met her but we ( Read more... )

I cant believe its somewhere in Oct already... November is just around the corner. It just goes by quicker and quicker... All I know is I am off this year for new years... Well at least it doesnt fall on my day to work. I have no intentions of working it... I want to not be at home or in bed by 11.... the last couple of years I either worked it or ( Read more... )

So today is my birthday... I cant believe I am 28 already the years just seem to go by quicker and and quicker... almost 30 wow I remember when my mom was turning 30. I remember thinkin wow she is old... and now I am up there... not saying its old but my how things look on the side of things.... I do feel older but not no almost 30 shit....lol... I ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was intresting to say the least... I met Jamie ex maggie and her girlfriend.. we hung out there for a couple of hours.. it was fun.. I thought they were cool as hell.. after hanging out there for awhlie we headed over to my bro's to pick him up and go to the get together for our friend that passed last year.. It was good times let ( Read more... )

I really cant believe a year has gone by since your passing... I know it was just an accident but it wasn't your time to go.. I dont understand why such a good person was takin.. Everything goin for him... Always a smile... I miss you... We talk about you all the time... We smoke for every chance we get even though we know you have the really ( Read more... )