i knew you were a bullshitter from the moment you spoke.. you've made those letters on your chest a complete joke. i bet you think this is about you.

i guess it's about that time for a self-evaluation.

what a long list that'll be.

o what a world.

and so sometimes, i can just feel this stinging in my stomach and it rises up my throat and sits on the back of tongue and throat. Almost like that feeling you get when you are about to vomit. It makes my heart race. o boy does it make my heart race. and my mind races. and i cannot stop thinking about these things. i cannot stop. and this ( Read more... )

lately i've felt un..fulfilled. i guess.

it's always just about this high.. this high that we can control but don't know how. and we just ride it out as long as we can because we know when it stops it won't come around for a while. i am not talking about the kind of high you get after taking prescription drugs or even drinking alcohol. not even the high you get after smoking weed or ( Read more... )

i wish i was more confident. i wish i could figure out what happened to me ( Read more... )

you can say what you want.
i don't give a fuck what you have to say.

jealousy is showing through darlingggg.
o how i'd luv to tell you everything i want to say to your face after i punch it out.

what i hate more than anything is when someone doesn't have anything to say so they just repeat whatever someone else said. not just once though... after everything. it pisses me off especially when they are girls. i have no idea why. like they just want attention so like they repeat things over and over ( Read more... )

i have a splitting head ache. i am at work. i miss Tonya. i am going to try to move with Dan Davis in 12 days to Mt. Pleasant.... which is seeming more and more impossible each day. pretty much i have a head ache and work sucks. i have no idea what i am going to do with my life.... and where i am going to school. i am sick of drinking and ( Read more... )