the doctor still doesn't know why i'm having my dizzy spells. he told me that my blackouts have nothing to do with my ears. he wants me to see a inner ear specialists ( Read more... )

January~~Dan and me started the new year offically together. My grandm's dog Lady passed away. Dan and me danced at a bar first the first time ( Read more... )

today was my holiday party at work and we went to shadow box for their holiday lunch box show. it was great. one of my co-workers ended up on stage ( Read more... )

last nite, i was lookin through old posts lookin for something but by the end i had forgotten what i was lookin for but i found all my posts about dan. i realize that we have always been confused about what we are. we never wanted the same thing at the same time. i think i'm not sleepin b/c deep down i'm still hurting from him even though i have ( Read more... )

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My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haultanyarose goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as gothic bride.angelhipster gives you 14 yellow apple-flavoured pieces of chewing gum.fifth_avenue_ny tricks you! You get a scratched CD.frif10kitty gives you 7 softly glowing root beer-flavoured gummy bats.programmerj72 gives you 9 light green coconut-flavoured gummy ( Read more... )

well i actually asked dan about us and a week later he tells me he just wants to be friends. he's supposely seeing someone. he tells me this two days before my birthday. what a great way to remember my birthday. it's hard enough every year as it since my grandpa passed away on my birthday six years ago ( Read more... )

well things between dan and me are different. we broke up and then i think we are back together. but i dont know for sure but i also dont want to ask him about it either ( Read more... )

well tomorrow is my last class for a while. i decided it was time for a break. dan and me are doing great even though i have to something to do in the evenings for like to the next weeks while he's in south carolina for work ( Read more... )

i have been posting a lot on myspace and not on here much. http://www.myspace.com/gothicroseRead more... )