I been around that way before. I saw that trick from the inside, when there was nobody around. Heard that song before they had a video for it. But its not a source of pride, nor is it something that makes me cool. and I didn't mind the part when they broke up either. It didn't end my world. I hear another team won the superbowl this year. I watched ( Read more... )

I live on the weekends. I draw with a short pencil. I pick a fight with peice of paper, and I always win. I take a long shower. I make a great sandwich, and you'll smell it, and you'll want one. I only made one sandwich, bitch. I take a walk in a lonesome city, and I breathe slowly. I've got a pad of paper, its a single sheet at a time. I've got a ( Read more... )

so much bliss is easy. so much mindless slow motion moments of joy. sensations, of sweaty, damp to the touch skin. images of steam rising off of bodies in the cold air. the steam seams to sparkle. the air is thick, its dense, you can push it aside, as you sink deeper into the moment. teeth slowly grinding. so much pressure upon the teeth, can't ( Read more... )

you will not get what you want. your plans will not work out. you will die one day, and there's nothing you can do to stop it. the real challenge isn't to avoid death, its to embrace life. there is no such thing as time. all we have is now. you are what you eat (ouroboros). the duality of your existance will have you chasing yourself in circles ( Read more... )

what are the words, and what was the meaning? how was it intended, and whats going to happen now? what's happening now, what was the meaning, what did you mean to say, and what did you say anyway? slow down there. just stop the chatter and tell me what this is all about. "start continuing" he said. I think, I agree. pillow talk. chewing the fat. ( Read more... )

I like music, I like music, I like music, I like music... gimme some music ( Read more... )

all I want to do is help. I can't be getting in the way more than marginally because I'm trying so hard to make it work. I'm focused on remembering that I have no control, and I'm ready to lose eveyrthing. bring it on. lets see some results.

the problem with death is that a lot of times you'd rather have people miss you when you're gone, than to appreciate you when you're here. or, is it, that the people who are still here have to do the mourning anyway, and you won't even know the difference? ok, so I guess this a highly debated topic to talk about what happens after you die. Lets ( Read more... )

feeling of being refreshed. feeling of being rejuvenated. feeling of emitting sparks. yes, what I mean is scintillating. yes, I do read "word of the day" emails. but I don't read them every day, because they send me two a day, and that's kind of wrong if you're still calling them "word of the day." which one gets to be the winner? which one is the ( Read more... )

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