scared of something simple. looking deeply into a cascading mirror of eyeballs in the form of a waterfall. that's what I see. water falling out of my eyes, selling me out to my friends. everyone sees me, and they all know I'm crying, and they all think they know why. everyone sees me, and they all know I'm happy, and they all think I've just been ( Read more... )

there's been an error connecting. what was it like before I learned about love again? pop songs, awkward silence, and a lot of computers. no, fuck that. I like rock music. funny thing is now I know what they're all singing about. yeah, I liked all the love songs before. yeah yeah. I liked all the love songs. yeah yeah. but now I know what they mean ( Read more... )

look, look away, is a game I play. looking at you. right in the eye. penetrating your defenses. who are you hiding from? are you always so scared inside? scared of something simple. but you see a different stage than I. whats he talking about? that doesn't make any sense. we're watching the same play, on a different stage. what stage? we're ( Read more... )

I was driving along and thinking about what had just happened. I wasn't sure if it had just happened, or was months ago. I sat there, thinking. I got out of the car chalantly (thats the incorrect way of saying the opposite of nonchalant). I stumbled into a state of humble defeat, and everything fell out of my arms as I walked in the door. Sweet ( Read more... )

I like crystals. I get lost in crystals. I guess I know a couple girls, by the name of crystal. but I don't think they're very crystalline. I love watching light refracting and reflecting and bending into rainbows through the center of a crystal. I love the morning light over the sink dancing on the counter, bouncing in through the window. It sings ( Read more... )

This is my favorite way of describing that change. the change that you really don't notice unless you peer deeper. the change from when its hot, to hotter. smart to smarter. bright to brighter. from long to longer. from time to timer. from me to everywhere. here to herer. close to closer. think to thinker. see in the mirror. slowing down to slower ( Read more... )

I'm going to tell a joke now, and the punchline is me. sorry, to give it away in advance. what's beige and blond and takes crap from a disrespective girlfriend who would rather walk all over its feelings than give it the satisfaction of peace of mind? me. what do you get if you add patience, good intentions, trust and heartbreak? me. why did the ( Read more... )

now i know you'll all think i'm some kind of whacko, but I don't believe in time. I don't. Its an illusion. See, I also believe that time is not a constant. I believe there's a gray area to time, and certain energies flows faster than other kinds. yes, you can quote me. I'm no fucking mathematician, or geologist or archaeologist, or quantum ( Read more... )

i'm so introverted, my bruises are flesh colored. after his self-titled debut, taobunny recently released his widely anticipated follow-up album "whoareyouanymore?" which has met with critical acclaim. the artist has been spending time at home with his family, after being separated from his first love of 10 months. he's recuperating and tells ( Read more... )

so, as I was saying to my friend the other day on walk in the park: expectations are the antithesis of art. wait, maybe I said that when we were in the car on the way to the park. but, I'll go on to say it again. whether during the creation or the reception of art, pretense will kill it. relate that to your life. think about what your expectations ( Read more... )