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Let's try again to journal with some regularity...
So, I've been gone for nine months this time. Like I said in the previous post I found in storage (I didn't know it stayed in the buffer that long), my location and challenges have changed but many things stay the same. I am now living in Oregon at least until December. I got an apartment with Greer, but we are in an uncomfortable, unsure ( Read more... ) -
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Originally written sometime in July 2009: Funny thing, things haven't changed much fundamentally, location and challenges have changed, but depression remains pretty much the same. II still run to a budget when I get overwhelmed. Will post about life in a new journal soon.
The Dreamer In Me. That's the name I gave to my default image. The one ( Read more... ) -
School Update
Well this summer term has been so rough on me, so bad that I thought I was having a heart attack mid way through the term. I spent 3 days in the hospital while they ran all of the standard hear function tests. Fortunately every thing came out mostly okay. I do have Angina and Diabetes (according to the hospital) so I have some major life changes ( Read more... ) -
i'm getting down to the wire
I've almost finished my first year back to college and here i am stuck in crisis mode again...Right now its so bad that i'm numb,..between school, work, home, and greer being gone i thought i would crack, but i guess that i've reached a level of acceptance that either everything will get done or it won't...i'm even prepared to take an extra summer ( Read more... ) -
He's Leaving Town and I'm Not
Today I'm sad. My honey is moving back to Portland to try to salvage his sanity. Where we go from here is up to him, as I can't keep living like this. So I'm giving him some space, in a place where he says he feels at home. I want to stay connected but I'm afraid of losing his because of the depression he suffers. What if he can't find a job ( Read more... ) -
New to the Group
Hi I'm Niki and I just wanted to give you a brief intro...I too am looking for some maturity in this forum. I'm 46, didn't find the lesbian me 'til I was 42. I love being a lesbian but am currently in a relationship with a pre-T FTM who wants to pass as hetero once he fully transitions. I'm not sure I want to give up being a lesbian. I can ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Animal Instinct
I have two spirit animals, although it would probably be impertinent to call one of them an animal. The first spirit animal that I feel close to are the Bonobo Monkeys, a close relative to the chimpanzee. They walk upright most of the time, are highly intelligent and are the only creatures, besides man that has sex for fun. Because of their ( Read more... ) -
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I'm BACK!!! At least i hope so. I've been gone way too long and so I thought I'd better start writing again, if only to save my own sanity. My last (never finished) post was in October when I took a major emotional header and had to take 2 weeks off of school. I recovered from my absences and came out of the semester with two A's and 2 B's. ( Read more... ) -
Starting School
Well, I finally started back to college AND I got hired as a substitute teacher for the school district. I'm doing great in all my classes except one, my speech class. Not that I'm afraid of public speaking (I've done it all my life), but that the lecture part of my class has over 160 people in it. I sit in the front row so I don't have to see ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Your Username
I chose 'taoistfairy' because I'm on a spiritual path, following the teachings of Lao Tsu and I chose 'fairy' because I believe in fairies. I do, I really really do!!! No (becoming serious now), I chose fairy because I believe they and other 'magical' creatures once existed on this sphere of ours, but were driven out because of man and his ( Read more... )