i miss my real friends....

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i cant deal... im lame...

i stopped going to school about to 3 weeks into it... disappointing

im scared i might not go back but do i really care... dont know...

im so lost

its been a long while since ive written in here... so much has happen so many feelings i cant explain, things i dont want to feel, and things i wished didn't happen ( Read more... )

Pain..lost...confused is how i feel ( Read more... )

bunch has happened since i last update... i dont know where to begin ...and i only have a coupel mintes before my next class starts...soooo...ill just say that i feel like everything is so much better...ive dealt with alot of my past"issues" ... and i feel happy. i think im in pretty good terms with everyone except two people one that is never ( Read more... )

I havent updated much in awhile cause i dont have internet anymore, thanks to my brother ( Read more... )

So i just got home from a club in west hollywood, the arena ... it was interesting.... i would have had more fun if i wasnt so tired... but yea any other day it would have been awesome ( Read more... )

I wont let it get to me.
I wont let it get to me.
i wont fucken let it get tome.
It can't... to much pain.
I WONTTTTTt!

It got to me.

Why does he confuse me?

Why do i fucken care so much?

Its over. I accept it.

We might be sorta friends, but it will never be the same.

I want the old him back.

I feel better thanks to the wise words from johnathan...lol ( Read more... )