i spent the entire day on the couch with my laptop. hoping it would distract me from sitting in my room doing what i wanted to do all day. but it didn't. you always have to go to bed at some point. even people who go days without sleeping, eventually have to. i eventually had to reach this point. every so often i end up here and i dont know how i ( Read more... )

Sitting here I can do nothing but think ( Read more... )

i love you. i truly do love you. the way you smile and laugh at all the wrong times. i love when we say the same word at the same time and immediatly tell each other we need to stop spending time together. i love when we sit on the couch on friday nights and watch movies i won't even utter the title of because they are so girly and pathetic. i love ( Read more... )

when i drink. i wake up at 7am... so here i sit awake and just realizing that its monday ( Read more... )

this semester is very different from last semester ( Read more... )

The Year 2005 ( Read more... )

control top underwear... they may not be attractive but they hold everything in.

its almost impossible to type my fingers are frozen ( Read more... )

there is that kid from high school. that four years later still makes me upset when he wants to solve my problems. so last night... i got upset. i told him there was no point in telling him thingsg. and he said that he cares and i was like wahtever. and he said i need to tell someone what is going on with me. and i said what is going on... because ( Read more... )

i guess the thing about a journal to me, is that i feel i can say what i wish... unedited ( Read more... )