this all cant be real
i want someone so badly to tell me its just a dream
but its not, its reality
and i am unable to face it right now.
all because of ones sensless acts
we all have to suffer,
i am begging the hell out of you right now
PLEASE dont do this to me!!
i cant live without you babe, i need you here with me every step of the way
what about all ( Read more... )

I am trying my hardest to remain strong throughout this whole thing
but im not doing the best job at it
I need Tina here with me more than anything right now
cause everytime i ever had any kind of problem she was the first one to know, the first one to give me advice
she was the first one there for me through anything
I go through all of my stuff that ( Read more... )

I tried my hardest to be strong.right afterwords.
i cant even express my feelings right now.
Im still trying. 
I NEED to remain strong for Tina.
she is my everything. My idol, my hero,my BESTEST BEST friend ever.
this is the hardest thing i have ever came across.
I need her to wake up soon.
i can not make it in this world without her.
no one even knows how ( Read more... )

IM HOME!!!!
although my hip and end of my spine is fractured
I am doing quite well.
I cant walk, so i use my little wheelchair and zip through the hallways.
I missed school soooo much
thank you everyone that came up to see me
thank you everyone that kept me in thier prayers
thank you everyone for pretty much everything.

Please, Please, Please keep Tina ( Read more... )

I am more Hurt, Depressed, Confused
Than i Ever have been.
I dont even know anymore, about anything.
My daily thoughts consist of him. 
The one that i can honestly say i love with every fiber, every muscle, everything inside of me.
I wish i was being honest if i said he loves me the same.
its not true though. matter of fact....he just wants to be friends ( Read more... )

i just sneezed ( Read more... )

Well life is going pretty darn well ( Read more... )

well school is good ( Read more... )

Today i had a half day ( Read more... )

This weekend was alot of fun ( Read more... )