well i didnt go to school today....hmmm darn it. i really wanted to but with the way i was feeling it was best i didn't go.

ahhh threw up this morning...how disgusting!! I have thee worst cramps

took a vicodin. knocked me out....ahah i loved it

I promised Adam that i would be at all of his home games...well im not going to be there today. im such a ( Read more... )

And I'll make a wish, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun,
But I won't forget all the ones that I love.
I'll take a risk, take a chance,
make a change, and break away.
( Read more... )

okay so i defiently had mood swings last night and i was very emotional. you will have to forgive the last entry im not even mad at him, or upset with him. i have let him go and realized im just not good enough for him but hey it happens ( Read more... )

Why is it so hard for me to quit thinking about him? I hate it, i hate myself for it, im ashamed in myself for even thinking about him.

BECAUSE OF YOU...I AM AFRAID!

I wish everything could just go back, to the way they used to be, before i loved him. I wish i could take it all back, but i cant so i have to move on. It is so hard right now... ( Read more... )

Let me know that im not wrong.....All american Rejects- Dirty Little Secret ILL KEEP YOU MY DIRTY LITTLE SECRET ( Read more... )

I wish i could take all of this back. meeting adam, talking to adam, falling in love with adam, losing everything with adam ( Read more... )

WILL I EVER BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYBODY....SERIOUSLY!?!?

Why is it always me to get treated like this!? I HATE IT ALL.....

WELL HERES WHAT WENT ON AT GOOD OL' WHITEHALL TODAY FOR ME

1st hour- Fitness and welness- chin flex hang....38 seconds...I have the highest in my class YES! then worked out my legs.

2nd hour- World History- almost fell asleep ( Read more... )

Im broken.... I lived SEVEN months off your lies...

But dont worry. Ill over come - thats what I do. Get hurt and Get STRONGER.

Adam-You are amazing. yes you truely are and im glad i have had the chance to get to know you. You will always be in my heart but there is a time when you have to let go. my time has come long ago i just never did. i ( Read more... )

oh yeah i just want to clear this up with everyone at Whitehall...i was NOT at that party. i made that mistake last christmas dance and got caught, why would i make it again?? i guess there are people saying i was there well just so everyone knows i wasnt there. but im glad all of you guys were safe and responsible and no one drove home and what ( Read more... )

yeah so my weekend was about thee coolest thing ever. i worked a deco-tec..which was awesome! i loved it and im really happy that i did it. i have changed and most of my friends are like yeah im sure you did. they dont think i did or that i will but i know what i feel ( Read more... )