( Phew )

Where's Willow? I think...she's either sorta late, or she's hurt, or being fashionably late. Either way, I'm going to call her. I need to know what's going on. I just hope she's near her cell phone, or Buffy's home phone.

( Phone call )

I'm So unbelievably happy! Willow said yes! Yep. She said yes. After Lorne's party, sometime on one of the near weekends, were going to Canada to get married! I'm soooo ecstatic.

( Private to Willow. )

So things have been...odd. But hey, sn't that the usual when it comes to me? Us? Yea, probably. So I was just offered a job as a watcher. For free at first, but then getting paid to do it. And I've laready met the woman who I'm supposed to be 'watching'. She seems nice enough ( Read more... )

I haven't had the time to do anything lately. I just can't get things straight. And almost losing Willow...Well, it hurt so bad. Now that I know she's going to be alright, I just have to see her. But things just keep getting in the way ( Read more... )

I'm glad we're finally getting things done. And talking to Kennedy lifted a lot of tension from my shoulders, as I hope it did for her. I believe there is still a lot of tension between us, more than with others, but I believe it has lessened enough to be relatively comfortable in the same room, without it being akward ( Read more... )

Yea. I got a job yesterday. That's a good thing. But I still have doubts, whether I'll be able to handle it or not. You know? There's so much going on right now, I'm confused ( Read more... )

Damn...

I feel so distant, so abnormal. Like I don't truly belong in this body, like my mind has been implanted into this life. I feel dizzy, like my worldly thoughts have gone on vacation. I know I sound crazy, but I know it to be true. I wake with dreams ( Read more... )