So much has happened in the past year, that it feels like it wasn't real. Thinking back on everything, I have to admit makes me sad. Ive lost so much of myself. I miss everyone. I miss how things used to be. Everyday I just feel like I'm just passing time. I don't know what I'm waiting for. I don't even know myself. I've been so hurtful and cruel ( Read more... )

Things As Of This Point Are Better Than They Have Ever Been. I Pretty Much Spend Most Of My Time With Dave Or At Work. Keeping Things Real Simple. Going To The Charter Isnt As Bad As I Thought It Would Be. Alot Has Changed Though, For The Better. I love my new job and everyone thats works there is super nice. Chani and Ess-jay are big sweet hearts ( Read more... )

i think im at the point of giving up on things

Theres no one in the world who could replace you.

Rest in peice grampy

and at the end of the day, hes still my everything

so my senior year will be interesting i assume considering i got kicked out of the voke due to not passing shop by one point. its pretty funny actuslly. i looked into the charter school but i guess it wont giveme my collegde credits i need, and dracut high is not an option. so ill be dorming at a school in ayer mass for vocational drop outs that ( Read more... )

I regret everything. I hope you rot in hell you lying bastard. I cant beilve I waisted 6 months of my life caring for such an imature child. I loved you, more than life it's self. I gave up my everything for you. I lost half of my friends FOR NOTHING.I hope youre happy you prick. I hope you die you peice of shit. Youre a fucking looser, why dont ( Read more... )

Second chances they don't never matter, people never change
Once a whore you're nothing more i'm sorry that'll never change

lifes unexpected, expect nothing