It's been a while since i wrote in here... over a month ago ( Read more... )

gosh its been a while since i wrote in here... not that long but a while lol... bored at work so i thought maybe if i started writing something would come out of it. I don't know what to say lols ( Read more... )

I hide underneath this hard exterior, i'm not even sure if anybody knows the REAL me, i don't know if i know the real me nemore. i just wear a bunch of masks, trying to make everyone happy. I haven't been happy in a long time. underneath the hard shell, im a basket case, im a mess, i have a broken heart and it hurts. Everyone thinks because i'm ( Read more... )

I had a fun weekend :) Thanks to all my friends for making that possible ( Read more... )

Today i find myself being sad. I miss my Granny really bad today, I can't explain why. I don't know why. I can't believe it's been almost a year. In almost 3 months it will be a year, 2 for my grandpa. It doesnt seem like its been that long, it seems like only yesterday I was holding my grandpa's hand as he past, and it seems like only ( Read more... )

WOW ~ is all I have to saw ~ WOW ( Read more... )

I feel so weird, so awkward. I dont want to feel like this, but i dont know why i feel like this. I've been feeling really down for the past couple of weeks and i'm not sure why. I feel so down so un-wanted un-appreciated... like it wouldn't even matter if i were gone. Yet this is a time when i should be happy... i was just baptised right? ( Read more... )

Man O Man

So i dont know whats wrong with me... today i feel really depressed... like nobody cares about me... and ya know for once in my life i'd like to have a friend who would worry about me and my feelings ya know?  It *seems* like all my friends would rather talk about themselves... and then when it comes time for Tara to talk... she gets cut ( Read more... )

So just when I thought my world was turning around and looking like it was turning around... i realized my Granny's birthday is thursday :( I can't believe its already been 7 months since she passed on... it seems like only yesterday I walked into her room as they were shocking her back to life. It seems like only yesterday I said goodbye. I ( Read more... )

So I feel like a brand new person!!! Yay for me! I got my hairs cut and i went shopping and I feel SO good about myself. I can't recall the last time I felt this way. It's a great feeling that I feel. Everyone LOVES my hair cut and i keep getting compliments!! It's so nice. And Listen to this. I got it cut on Sunday and I have actually done ( Read more... )