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i've never wanted to go back in time before

but

man, i really miss NU

that was the most meaningful, wonderful thing that's ever happened to me in my whole life

i'll never be that happy again

1. he doesn't care anymore, and it's cool. we cool. it's chill, yo.
   because, i thought about it, and he's right. it's right. it's over.
   it feels good to cast off those old chains
   
   
2. he's given up, too, but that's a good thing. well, he says he's
   not giving up, but i am very skeptical. he is too free a spirit to
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when you skip medication, your dreams become more vivid

it's like living life with your eyes closed

when you break your glasses, your head hurts all the time

bang bang you shot me down bang bang i hit the gorund
bang bang that awful sound
bang bang

my

ba

by

shot

me dowwwwnnn

the mars volta on tuesday

yes yes yes yes yes yes y 

in the looney bin, they tell you to keep a journal. lol ( Read more... )

i've been clean and sober for a couple of weeks now ( Read more... )

...i still want to join the circus.

from here on in, it's nothing but the truth.

worst trip of my life, or so i've heard. was it only a trip? am i perma-fried?

what happened...?

i remember these pieces.
my red book... my journal... it wasn't mine. it was as if someone had taken it and written things down, made side-notes, there are many things ( Read more... )

my family is doing better in california than they thought they would be, which means i've got the option to stay. whether or not i can depends on a few large variables, which i'm trying to situate, so forgive me if i'm not on party mode. whether i stay or not, we will make
 up for this in spades.