wow...okay i'm sorry for ever writing my previous entry. Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I need help, who knows. What i dont necessarily appreciate is people telling me i need to get help. Especially the people who are a major reason for why i feel the way i feel. maybe it's nice to see you concerned, but i dont exactly believe you. you weren't concerned ( Read more... )

So...tomorrow's the 18th...meaning after tomorrow, my brother's not going to be living with us anymore. :-/  So we spent the whole day packing up all of his stuff and cramming it into our cars. And i realized how depressing it's going to be, the only kid in the house. I mean, my brother and I have been through a lot of stuff together. Okay sure ( Read more... )

okay so i'm VERY excited right now!! Today i had to go to my bullshit counseling session and go through all that shit...but when the session was over, my counselor told me that this would be the last time he would have to meet with me. Thank you for finally realizing that i'm smart enough to think for myself, that i'm mature enough to pass my own ( Read more... )

so...yeah today's the 13th. usually the 13th is my favorite day of the month, i'm sure you could guess why. in case you're stupid, it used to be our anniversary. plus, 13's been my favorite number since i was little. and friday the 13th is awesome cuz i'm like the only one that doesn't believe in that superstitious bullshit. so i thought all ( Read more... )

hey guess what, i'm gonna get over you

yes sir i am!

i may be ugly, fat, and have no personality but i've got a lot going for me!!...HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA oh well i dont really need a boyfriend no mister i dont need one, plus i have harold <3

my step dad told me this today: *ahem*

"...i dont even know how you got a boyfriend in the ( Read more... )

Well...things still haven't gotten better. I still haven't found a way to accept what's happened. I miss him. I miss his voice. I miss his sarcasm, his humor. I miss his eyes. I miss his laugh. I miss the way he can get me to talk about things I don't want to. I miss his scent. I miss being tickled, as much as I pretended to hate it. I miss his ( Read more... )

so...I'm having a great week already. Based on the fact that yesterday was my "dad"s birthday and i spent just about the entire day bawling on my bed. Then went to bed...fell asleep crying because I tried calling Andy earlier that day and he didn't answer his phone...and then he wouldn't talk to me online...so i couldn't even tell him what i ( Read more... )