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"Cruise along the 101 in the California sun Sing Descendents songs and have ourselves lots of fun"
It's been over six years since i made this journal. time goes by way too fast. -
"in the hall where you had your first kiss reminds you that the memories will fade."
it seems as though i was much more insprirational as Tara J. is that weird to say? I should know myself a lot better now then when I was eighteen, or seventeen or even sixteen when I started this live journal. But i feel like i dont. I feel so much more not like myself. I feel thousand times more lost now then i ever did when i re-read these ( Read more... ) -
i realize that empty words are not enough.
okay, so it's kaci.
i can't lie to tara's friends list.
seeing as i have jury duty in six hours, i don't really get to say goodbye to tara, per se.
i figured this was cooler & a little more permanent.
thirty reasons i'm going to miss/already love tara...
( how will i know limits from lies if i never try? ) -
" I'm not sure of anyone,anyone. but I've got plans...."
I should probably write a big long entry about the FUCKING WONDERFUL Jonah show but I don't really have time. I will say that he was amazing & I think there were too many people for the outside show but whatever i got to sit next to the two hottest guys i have ever laid my eyes on & they sooo talked to me & i soooo skipped across the street with ( Read more... ) -
" and we learn as we age, we've learned nothing"
So lets see I have to do a recap of like four days.
went to reggie/static lullaby/midtown/motion city soundtrack that was AMAZING.(saw& hung out w/ my cutie pie Robert ( Read more... ) -
" there ain't too much left. just enough to forget. "
as if not breathing is where i want to be.
I think this suites. & life works in weird ways. -
"Sent off my letter, a stapled picture and one short prayer"
Yesterday I hung out with him all day until I had to go to work. It was like old old times & we talked about even older times ( Read more... ) -
"For twelve years I've held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart."
Sunday got off work took a nap pick up cat ate chips and salsa while driving met at cats house for the party people showed up we got hammered jungle juice was renamed to love potion for obvious reasons met a boy named Tone showed him the ropes found out he was 17 and still I persisted got more hammered had people confessing lust to me left and ( Read more... ) -
I've been spending most my life livin' in a gangstas paradise.
hey its tara!!!!! i'm not even kidding, i'm soo tara! whoop whoop ( Read more... )
