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"But I live and I know that I'll burn as I grow Though it might break my heart to walk away and so ..."
Has anyone ever honestly hated themselves?
Cause if you have then you know exactly how I am feeling
& how I've been feeling that last few days.
Goodnight & sweet dreams. I will talk to everyone tomorrow. -
"I will hold a candle up to you to singe your skin. Brace yourself: I'm bent with bitterness. "
Another like six hours of sleep night woohoo ( Read more... ) -
" it's time for a little in the bed disco!!!!!!!!"
I'm the biggest chicken in the world. That's pretty much all I have to say. If everyone didn't already know it. But because I love the lj so much, I tell you about my day...
Thursday night : Went to Nick's; talked ; went in the hot tub. I stuck my feet it :) Left wayy to late, again.
Friday morning : Wake up call from Kaci : New diesels for Kaci; ( Read more... ) -
"The heartbreak that comes with just living through one day All the good times that past and all the friends we lose in a lifetime on our way. "
Why cant I ever tell anyone how I feel? and am I so fucking lame.
I honestly don't get why I can't just go for it, what the hell is wrong with me?
Everything is really frustrating for me right now, I hate it.
But I am also happier then I've been in a super super long time.
Thanks to Nick (<3) & the Murdah crew & Del taco night of course ( Read more... ) -
"decision making all my mind's made up I only colored outside the lines 'cause I got the knack "
Yesterday was a long day.
I worked.
I took a long ass nap.
I went to kaci's
I was at kaci's for two hours or so.
I heard all the good stories.
I told all my stories ( Read more... ) -
"I never said I'd prove it, I only said I'd show it..."
PROM / entry one..
I got my hair & nails done today this is how it looks....
please tell me what you think.....
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"I'm crying for help I'm calling all cars you're recalling all scars I'm diving for truth I'm in over my head but you're lying prescribe me something to get me through this "
In about two hours I will have fake nails & a like whoa hair cut. People please pray for me, that I dont come out looking like a total idiot. Oh yah and can someone else please tell me how to post my digital camera pictures :) pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ( Read more... ) -
"Like everybody in the world, I want to be misunderstood. Likable, creepy, underrated, braggart, busy, really good. It's weary progress"
I got my new digital camera! That's about the most exciting thing that's happened since like " Shelley and Tara's LA adventures". Oh there was one more thing that Nick informed me of last night. I guess for prom 03' we will be attending dinner with Jenny ( his ex) Fallon ( the girl that likes him or obsessed with him something on the lines of that ( Read more... ) -
"Could we be perfect one last night. and die like star crossed lovers when we fight. And we can settle this affair..."
Homer and I just talked for an hour on the phone. I fixed his LiveJournal and changed his password :) I also did a little to my journal woohoo. My car is in the shop or it will be tomorrow. What the hell am I going to do with out a car?!?! Anyways it's a 10 hour work day tomorrow so I better be going.
