Well see it all started at like 3:40 am monday morning when I got up top have a pee and my water broke...36 and a half hours later and alot of fucking pain..Brett Pius Joesph came into the world with his eyes wide open...We are all great and the kids love there new baby to death..I got my tubes tied the next day and I am sore... So yeah he was born ( Read more... )

Yeah so I am super board..I can not belive that they are not inducing me till tomorrow...Blahhh this is shitty, but I guess it could be worse they could make me wait a month or something...Blahhh I am out

So yeah....All day I was tired and sluggish and altho I did keep going and it made me feel shitty I was sure that when the kids went to bed that I would be right behind them..but no I am wide awake sitting here writing in this jesus journal...Yeah so Monday is the day I hear that they are induceing me....Great..Everyone waits all fucking weekend ( Read more... )

So yeah I went to the drs office yesturday for my appt and was telling him about how I am so tired and the pain is killing me and that there is nothing that I can do to seem to stop the pain.I swear I have had 3 babys already and this pain was nothing compared to the pain that I am having now...But all he could tell me was that he could give me " ( Read more... )

Everytime I think that you are finally gonna fuck off and leave us alone you seem to come back...When the fuck are you gonna go and leave us alone? I already told you what I thought about you and all the shit that you caused for me...So just go and live your pitifull life...

I am 60% evil.



I'm getting there. I haven't done all the damage I could do but I've done quite a bit. I'm just over the border into the Evil Zone.

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Well so yeah my 5 year old did a break and enter, well tecniclay he was the follower and not the leader. What happened was that he was with his friend mitchell while I ran into sydney to pick some stuff up mitchells mom said he could stay there so I allowed it only to get a call that I had to get home the boys broke into a house in her naborhood.. ( Read more... )

Grr what the hell can I do right? There seems to be a bit of a issue over the fact that I forgot or well decided not to tell everyone that Pike and I were having issues...Now I mean ok well it is my shit that was/is going on and it is between 2 people them being him and I .... No one is fighting and there is no stress betweens us just for our own ( Read more... )

Well first of all I wanted to thank my baby sister for putting the time line on my journal...But I also wanna bring up the fact that she is a cunt! Yes it was her that wrote I am a cunt on the ps, now what bothers me is that if she wanted to admit the fact that she was a "cunt" then she should have done it on her own page! I just wanted everyoe to ( Read more... )

The countdown is on...


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