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then maybe when i ask what youve been doing you should have filled me in. but alls you said was that you were hanging out with boda. and i remember one missed call that i called back and i think it was cherish she said that janaei wasnt there i was like uh why did she call me. so i dunno. and its not the fact that im blowing things out of ( Read more... )

I GUESS I FUCKING DESERVE IT!!!!! DONT I !!! UGH! 
just i dont kno. i dont kno why your doing the same thing to me that i did to you. it doenst make sense. why do we push each other away when we finally realize that we want this. or kno what we want. you just go have fun. you go be with some other chick. thats great. it will be the third time. but ( Read more... )

eh so called yet again......no one answered...i called twice...

eh so i called again at like 6 or 7 cuz me and my mom ended up getting into a fight so i left and went to jessies. well you werent home x.X which by the way made me sad. cuz i havent seen you in a while...... *cries* and i want to see you.... :( what are you doin tomorrow? or today actually.... o_O.

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hey just wanted to say that i love you. x.X

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eh sooo apparently you didnt want to talk to me. cuz i hung up from being cold cuz i had to charge my phone, and i only have a car charger. so i went inside and called you on my house phone. and come to find out.....you were gone....wtf.....................just...................what ...the............fuck..

srry i had to do something for my self. if u cant see past that. if you cant see past this and into the future. your being ridiculous. its something that i really want to do with my life. for ME. ya kno yea i see this in my future and i see you in my future also. and if you dont see both for me the same way. then im srry. u said that you would ( Read more... )

 
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