itxwasxtragedy

Brian got me a shirt from hot topic, this awesome and better than urs haha.

Jesus Christ I missed 8 calls today. Why?
Playing guitar too fucking loud so I couldn't hear it ring.
I need a damn sign that lights up above my phone thats huge and says
Answer your goddamn phone you whoreb/c that would get my attention for once ( Read more... )

Dun dun duuuuun! I am back from the mall. EEK wut fun. I am convinced that Chad from my drama class and Hopper are long lost identical twins...bitch! Really they are. It's fun driving with Charlie lol and he has a pimp car lol. Yea we were in Spencer's entirely too long taking stupid pictures. I got $15 for playing DDR and beating this dude haha. ( Read more... )

2:53 AMbreakdown....bad breakdown ( Read more... )

Oh my jeez I just talked 2 Hopper!!! AH! It's been like more than 8 months since I've talked 2 him. His mom and dad split up so he's in Knoxville a whole lot more now b/c one of his mom's "friends" lives right behind the mall so we are going 2 hang out sometime soon hopefully. Do u realize how long it's been since I've seen this kid???? TWO YEARS! ( Read more... )

itxwasxtragedy

Had my first therapy session this morning. Interesting...yea. Well apparently I will be put under hypnosis 2 reveal repressed memories from my early childhood. I already know wut some of them are b/c I was told. I just don't remember then.I don't want 2 think about my father. Ever. I wish he would just, I don't know. I'm scared about the whole ( Read more... )

I feel like a pimp when I lace up my converse high tops.

Maybe I'm just too far gone to give a fuck. I can't stand the person I am anymore. Fuck I don't even know the person I am anymore. I'm sorry, more sorry than u will ever know probably. So this begins a new chapter in my life. Breaking loose from all that holds me, all that torments me every minute of every day that most people never notice. I'm not ( Read more... )

So the depression is setting in ( Read more... )