I'm drunk. I'm sleepy. Just wanted to update.

I have been working so much and I am incredibly exhausted. I am finally getting my pictures and stuff up in the apartment. I really need to just clean it really bad, but all my free time is spent sleeping. I want to go camping again, the last time I went was on my birthday last year, and there aren't a lot of good memories from that night, just ask ( Read more... )

So, my dad's wedding is on the 27th and I am scared. I did decide to go, but I really don't want to. I am only doing this for him because he says he wants me there. I just don't know how I am going to react to seeing him marry someone other than my mom; someone that I don't believe he loves. Kt said she would go with me, which is so completely ( Read more... )

So Kt and I met Jason's new girlfriend tonight, we had to approve of her. I guess we are just a little protective over Jason. Skye seems really interesting and I like her so far. She went to ASFA so she fits in with us pretty well. She has the whole weird personality thing that we have, so that is always good ( Read more... )

Looking at all of my journal entries for the past 6-8 months, they are all kind of depressing. I guess I had only really used this journal to occasionally vent, and not really as a journal. I have posted when I was very sick, or very upset, but not when everything was going well, so maybe it is time to change that. I am not sure if I will actually ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really wish that there was some guidebook to life. Something that would tell you how to handle every situation, every up and every down, every heartache and every ectasy. But there isn't. Of course life can't be that easy. Plus, I guess the magical know everything book would take the fun out of life, but there are some things that I ( Read more... )

Guess what? Yeah, I have walking pnuemonia, again. I swear, sometimes life sucks. I have been sick for like two weeks now and I just can't seem to get over it. I am running a constant fever and I don't even have the energy to walk to the fridge to get a coke. I am having two shots everyday and the doctors are talking about putting me in the ( Read more... )

Life is hell right now. I have walking pnuemonia, my biological parents have gotten divorced, and the one person that I thought would be supporting me, is being a bastard. He is lying to me and snapping at me all the time. I don't know how to deal with it anymore.

It's hard when you finally realize that your parents can't always be around; They are not immortal, or untouchable. My parents are celebrating their 50th Anniversary, they are getting so much older, and I am lucky that they have been here this long. I know that anyone can die at any time, but that is usually by some car accident, not age. I am at ( Read more... )

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