It's been insane lately...absolutely insane.

Shinji - if I can find us somewhere warm - want to do dinfast?

I am heading to the work out room now - I am thinking that is the best plae to work off some of this stress.

Sorry I have been out of commission for so long. I had gotten behind in classes and then there were family issues.

Family issues are overrated.

( Very Private - For my eyes only )

I was approached today about my thoughts on turning parts of the dorm into a haunted house for charity.  I think its a good idea - tell me what you all think.

I need to start going to the dojo again  - my head is all kinds of messed up.

Shinji - want to get together sometime soon?

....

Thrice damned the guy  that got in that one punch.

And this is why I hate power over usage.  I am crawling into bed for at least a few days.  Maybe more.

I hate dislocated joints.

While I realize not all things in life have no guarantees.  But at the same time - half assing things isn't an option.  So while the offer sounds good - my doubts are creeping in on me.  Would there be enough on his end to make this work?  I am starting to think....not.

While it hurts - I can see myself dangling again on the end of a string around ( Read more... )

I broke something today I never thought I would.  I feel like dirt.  I got an answer to one question, gave someone else an answer and now....

I still hurt and feel lost.  Growing fucking sucks.

Just saying.

( Private to Shinji )

So I am back - and confused as hell.  I think I will head to one of the sparring rooms once I finish unpacking because....I am just confused as all hell.

Saeki - I think we need to talk again.  Stuff is up in the air and it's slowly driving me batshit.

Shinji - let me know when you are back on campus - I have soemthing for you.

Shinji.....if you need anything you know it's yours.

Saeki, I think we need to talk again.

Atobe, I hope this quiet spell from you isn't profiling bad things to come.

Now I just need to spar and work off some of this nervous energy....and to figure out why the fucking hell I am nervous.

Life has been busy - I am sorry to everyone I havne't been around much.

Anyone up for something this weekend.  I am not picky what....just something.

Shinji, want to hang out at some point.

I am going out this weekend. I have earned some time away from expectations.

So, if you are up for meeting me I iwll post where I am off to on Saturday here.  I would post it now  but I can't decide.

Shinji - had a blast at dinfast.  More soon alrght?

Saeki - my mother sent you something in the last care package.  Swing by whenever to pick it