I hate this time of year, for some reason its hitting me much harder than it has in past years.. I just feel so angry and angsty about everything. I've basically shut everyone out and walked away into the darkness to be alone and deal with whatever it is im trying to wade through on my own ( Read more... )

gah i think i have a kidney stone, but i wanted to make a note of something I saw today.. I was with Simon at Jules art installation, it was weird, they were painting pages of books and scooping sugar into small bags, with lemons and paper scattered around the room, also a girl making ropes out of fortune cookies and string.. when we walked in we ( Read more... )

i hate waiting, espically when its stressing me out for some reason.. ive been waiting over a month now for a response from the management company regarding my status, emailed them twice and still no response.. its funny though because some of my new music has found its way onto a compilation due out this month and I have yet to see a contract or ( Read more... )

I guess the frequency of these entries are getting less and less, I should try and update here more often since it goes so far back in my life ( Read more... )

i love the fact that this is my journal for when life gets exceptionally shitty ( Read more... )

moved in to my new apartment on march 1st, 4 months later moving back out. roommates fucking suck the grandest cock in existence and i want my life back ( Read more... )

so beautiful outside these days, ive been spending as much time as I can alone reflecting and thinking, its so nice that we have a balcony now that I can just sit out there for hours reading and relaxing and contemplating life ( Read more... )

at least its over - this time for good ( Read more... )

wow, i know this might be hard to admit but i have a really terrible social anxiety issues. I bitch and complain how I cant meet anyone yet im terrified of meeting new people and trying to talk to them. I think of myself as an alien really, I dont feel ive ever fit in the norm of how people are supposed to be like, act like etc ( Read more... )

yeah, so im at work right now - things are fucked up. once again i find myself in the most retarded situations... if i havent thought about it enough, i really dont know what i should do with this person in my life. one minute im the happiest guy on earth, the next im back into the waste paper basket wanting to jump out the window ( Read more... )