Kiss on these balls

I feel life drained. i need some new excuse for living... hmmm.

Maybe it's time to leave this town agian.

time for new.

I have a confession. live for life journal has not been keeping my attention like it once did.

Please give me a swift kick in that ass, with words.

anything.

Quaint? why yes. i start my new, super cute job tomorrow. dont i feel special and responsible ( Read more... )

i was on a newly built boat in my dream. i almost fell off several times. but in the end i just started punching myself in the face. suddenly Chase Davis (the messiah of punches) told me i was doing it wrong. so, i started punching the fuck out of a near by ship door. there were ting paintings of people all over it. slowly, they came to life, and i ( Read more... )

are there things im supposed to do today? i should get a job the little bird whispers in my ear. then i grab him and squeeeezzzeeee till his little head pops off. i feel kind of like doing that with everyone i see latly.

i'll be avoiding pointless confrontation until the day i die.

and, today is the day I'm back. i dont want to live here, but i dont want to live there either. and i have realized now, that i dont really give a fuck either way. its all the same. its what you are doing, not where you are. so its a place in wenatchee for a while? but we shall see. all in good time.

i'm off on my way tomorrow. heading west to make a new life for myself if you will. its about fucking time. its about time to fuck. it will be a fuck of a time. fuck fuck time. and fuck time. please enjoy your sweet supple lives without me, exactly in the manner that you already do.

love,
TARYN

this is no time to put down what i really feel ( Read more... )

I miss a person very much. i eat lies and lies.