I'm not enjoying life right now.... I just need to get away for a bit...

Why are the people you meet off facebook so damn weird? It's like if you meet someone off facebook they are bound to just be WEIRD! This guy, who randomly IMed me off of facebook, messages me about 12 times a day asking me how I'm doing. Yes, it's nice, but if you ask me every 5 minutes it gets annoying. My mood doesn't change every 5 minutes. And ( Read more... )

If I could turn back time... Would I still have picked you?

I just want to know when it will stop hurting? I hurt so so much! I miss him... I've never felt this way. It's weird becuase i don't tlak to him.. EVER and I just can't stop thinking about him... I talked to him when I was in DC but yea... I passed on a really nice guy because i wasn't over him... What's wrong with me? I have a 2 min rebound rate ( Read more... )

Today was a good day. I didn't feel hopeless and like my world is crashing.

I love Mike. In a I-Genuinely-Care-About-You kind of way. Nuf said. I'm not going to tell him. I don't see the point. There's more to the story, but it's nap-time.

Later Days

You Are a Powdered Devil's Food Donut
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Today started out as a bad day. While driving back up to school I had the urge to drive my car off the side of the road and crash into something. I didn't though. I don't know what brought this on. I think it was because my dad is "disapointed" in me, again, as always(?). I'm just not a happy person right now ( Read more... )

2006 got off to a not so great start. My aunt died suddenly and Mike and I are still fuzzy. I miss my aunt very much and i wish that she were still here. I miss Mike like crazy... I guess I'm just missing things ( Read more... )

Almost everyone I know is majoring in something that love. But I don't think I love business. I want to go into Advertising and the closest think to Advertising that most schools have is Marketing and minoring in Advertising. I wish I could major in Art and minor in Advertisning. But I don't think I'll do that. The sad reality is that my parents ( Read more... )

I fucked up big time. I feel really about it. I don't know what to do...