My heart beats outside the walls of my chest and I can’t even tell if it’s the sound of my own. Sometimes I put all of my faith into the things that will hold me least accountable, and this very moment is a perfect example of that. It’s the thrill of not knowing what the next few moments hold and hoping that the lines that form into an eloquent ( Read more... )

Hell I'm gonna be me
Gonna be free
Walking on moonbeams
And staring out to sea

I really miss you.  

 "Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love.
But I want, want, want to be your love,
Want to be your love, for real.
Everybody's talking how I, can't, can't be your love.
But I want, want, want to be your love,
Want to be your love for real.
Want to be your everything."

I do what I can wherever I end up
to keep giving my good love and spreading it around.
'Cause I've had my fair share of take care and goodbyes.
I've learned how to cry and I'm better for that.

Situations like this don't bother people like me.
I keep making sure everyone knows that I'm bigger than that.
But in all reality, I'm not.
And being honest and willing to take risks makes me look
like I've got it all figured out.
But I don't know if I can hold it together anymore.
You just keep on hurting me.

So, I'm stoked on life right now. I'm starting this 10 day cleanse which Whitt, Michelle, and Bonnie are doing as well. Basically I get to drink freshly squeezed lemons in 10 cups of water with a bit of organic maple syrup and cayan pepper tablets a day for 10 days. I also have this weird protein supplement stuff to go with it. This apparently ( Read more... )

Your eyes don't lie
And when you hold me, I can feel you aching for it to be real.
Even if, you only hold me for a second.

We're always just a second behind.
We miss the signals when we're on time.
And we both know,
I'm your honey, not babe.

He leans to whisper in her ear ( Read more... )

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!