Mike and I broke up recently. I was looking back at a few of my entries and this seems to be a reoccuring theme in my life. This time it was like super final, I think. We are still talking, but he moved out and is staying out until I decide that we're ready to live together again and I think that is going to probably be a long while ( Read more... )

So Mike and I talked today after he used my money to call his stupid mother yesterday. I dont really wanna get into that, just know that I was pisssssed off. Anyway, so while we were on the phone today, we talked a bit and I decided that it would probably be easier if I just stayed here. I mean I want nothing more than to see Michael again, ( Read more... )

Crystal has a new boy toy. I really like this one though and that is wonderful because its rare that I like anyone she dates because they're usually assholes or losers. Anyway, he parties with this kid, JT, who parties with all these people that I went to Waterford Mott with. That was something to talk about forever. We went to Shaps. It was ( Read more... )

Did nothing. Nothing at all, alllllll day. I love it. I found out some exciting news today. I can't talk about it though, because its a HUGE effing secret. I love my life today. I think its all bout Mike. Thats about all I have to be happy about. I think, anyway. I have a shit load of homework and studying and shit to do, but I guess ( Read more... )

I'm not going to go into detail, because I think its kinda personal, but heres the deal: Mike and I were on some real rough times lately. Some of it I wrote in here, and some of it I would rather spare my family and the rest of you of. Basically, I have never been so sure in my life that I belong with him. I really believe that he is my soulmate ( Read more... )

There are a couple of things that are really getting to me today. I think in general, I am depressed or something. I mostly want to lay in bed. My strive for school has flown out the window sometime within the last week. I hate class, and I hate going. I have no reason to believe that I am ever gonna be able to do anything with my life anyway ( Read more... )

Heyyy. Life sucks, again. I cant get this thing to let me respond to any of your replies, Renee, sorry. Anyway, Nicole told me off again! I cried and hung up. I can't really handle people telling me off latey. I am stressed out because of Mike being mad AGAIN, now Nicole's mad, and Crystal berly ever wants to talk. I figure its gotta be me ( Read more... )

Life is pretttty crappy. Let me tell ya. Friends of mine suck sometimes because they say really mean shit. On a happier note, well sorta, I am going to England in March but its more or less to save the relationship that I feel is falling apart. I miss him so much that it hurts sometimes. I just wanna cry in my bed until he comes home, which in ( Read more... )

Mike decided that he may not wanna be with me anymore. And he was pretty serious about it. We fought about it and fought about it because I think I was in disbelief. Basically, I think its unfair that he was saying all this shit. What he was saying-He doesnt trust me, hes sick of arguing (which believe it or not like never happens anymore),and ( Read more... )

Im only writing to say fuck all those people who can wait in live to kiss my ass. I am so fucking sick and tired of being shit on. I'm still in England...

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