could i have a hug? school is nice meeting new ppl i just feel like i could use a hug thanks in advance

....ever have a da when you hear enough crap to realize...yet another phase in my life is wasted im slowly growing older and...i dont want to i never expected to get older i never wanted to and i just...i yet again heard someone say...they never liked me...that i was just a steping stone in thier life...dose it ever happen to feel...like i say this ( Read more... )

ok im talking to you because well fuck i dont know maybe im just rambling on because i feel hollow i keep typing with no real reason maybe im hiding behind these words maybe im some shallow idolt whos afraid hell i know im afraid i know im incredibly afraid because this is my life and i dont feel i have any real control. but what the fuck is ( Read more... )

well i had a realization about lj. for the most part no one on my list cares to look at my lj. reasons? i have no idea probbaly something to do with the fact that im crazy and only talk about how i feel when people say and do things to me. WELL FUCKING SOOOOOOORY im not all happy like you are! so yeah im a little pissed about my life if ya cant ( Read more... )

it hurts i dont know why, but it dose. many might see this as emo crap or something but it physically and mentally dose,   on the other hand i beat kingdom hearts two, the ending made me cry, that and when i finished up 100 acre wood. I know not many people read this, maybe no one dose but i say this for myself i say it because if it is not said ( Read more... )

I hate my life, i feel like its always one step foreward 2 back its like when theres a glimer of joy one little chance to be a bit happier it gets taken and i cant even vomplain about it to most people because who cares? no one thats who whenever im depressed its a my problem and if i ever burden others they will eventuall concider me a burden and ( Read more... )

sorry im not dead ::everyone sighs:: im alive ive been having a lot of emotional troubble and i know that here on my live journal...people dont really want to hear but...i dont know where else to vent my frustration and dispair...i just...i dont know what to do about my life im unhappy with who i am and i feel pain true physical and mental pain... ( Read more... )

im gonna kill myself

>.< crap >.< my comp isnt working well and the screen is messed up...

I graduated ^^