You can't rely on anyone else to make you happy. Because what's to say those people won't go away? It's a whole hell of a lot more fulfilling to be able to satiate yourself.

That's not to say that you can get anywhere without other people - because you can't. But you've got to figure your own self out before you love wholly. Once you're content and ( Read more... )

there's almost an innate sense of comfortability I feel when I'm with the boy I'm in love with.

Good weekend, guys. :)
I bought glitter nail polish.

love is the answer --
at least for most of the questions in my heart.

Friday night was.. exciting. And it took me all of Saturday to recover. I miss my boyfriend. We have barely talked since like wednesday. I love him, though. So so so much. And Don Tait and I are together too much. lol, we have routines now.

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fall is the smell of burning.. stuff. You know, when you turn the heat on for the first time? <333

So something's wrong with me. I think it could possibly be my eyesight getting worse at an incredibly rapid pace. That's one thing - but I shook all day. My hands were persistantly shaking hard enough to where I could barely write. It was sweet.

ok

Chris and I had to get a dead squirell out of his old house today. And that was pretty much the most putrid smell I've come in contact with in a while. Mmm.

A wonderfully descriptive word is crisp. .. Seriously, though this time of your is crisp. It's the dry air, but the breeze. And how utterly bright the sky is. The word crisp conotates feelings ( Read more... )

Leave your name and ( Read more... )

I'm bored as hell. And certainly lacking in the friend area. The first two days of this week sucked hardcore.. (during school) but afterwards my days went pretty well.

I got to nap today which is always nice, and something I don't get to do often enough. Not that I don't have time, but my life consists of school - then the boys. And I'm with them ( Read more... )

So yeah uhm wow.

This weekend was really good and really really fucking bad all in the same time. Honestly, I don't know why I'm writing about it since I'm not going to elaborate at all, but I hurt. And I need to get it out. My heart really fucking hurts. GODDAMN.

In other news.. nothing.

Dear God. My friends page is suddenly philosophical and it blows me out of the water. Inspires me. So I'm going to try to throw something out there that gives you the slightest update on me.

School sucks. Period. And as angsty I could get when explaining that.. we just won't go there. It's depressing to wake up every morning for the same old ( Read more... )

Today so far has sucked balls. Hardcore balls. But I'll get over it.

Just got back from lunch with my parents, but I wasn't really hungry and I burnt my mouth to top off my already wonderful day. Gahh, I'm so freaking good at bitching.

As much as I try to not let my emotions rule my every thought, I honestly can't control the way I feel. When it ( Read more... )