It's kind of nice knowing very few people actually read this journal anymore. It gives me peace to speak freely, or in this case, share my latest writing ( Read more... )

I don't even know how to describe my feelings.

I'm in denial.  The thought of never seeing them again, never hearing new melodies from them....it makes my heart ache.

Music speaks volumes.  And this day && age has always been the most powerful for me.  I can't thank them enough for what they've done for me.

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay. It ( Read more... )

1) Black Mamba- The Academy Is...
2) So Contagious- Acceptance.
3) Move Along- The All American Rejects.
4) Always You- Amber Pacific.
5) The Feel Good Drag- Anberlin. (for ultimate sexy-voice ness.)
6) start the machine- angels & airwaves. (really any angels & airwaves would work.)
7)hotel roosevelt- augustana.
8) boys, girls, sing! - backseat goodbye. ( ( Read more... )

lots of thinking lately. about a lot of things.

the fray and backseat goodbye have been accompanying me. fuck i love chad sugg.

got my AP scores. one's not good enough for some of the colleges i'm looking at. i never do well enough.

my sister is in new jersey right now. i wish i was with her.

i preordered the new early november cd, ( Read more... )

I've never seemed to get it right ( Read more... )

You can play around with "what if's" until your fingertips turn blue and your heart swells and bursts ( Read more... )

Finish the sentence.. [61]i feel:incomplete. i want:him to tell me. i am making:a fool of myself. i am wearing:my cartel shirt. i am trying to decide:whether it's wrong or right. my best friend is:[smaka.] my favorite memory is:the one with you. my worst memory is:the one without you. my favorite vacation place is:california. i am:. i want to be: ( Read more... )

nine lasts ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I really really hate being President, Vice-President, Secretary and Treasurer of this fucking club. Oh, not to mention I basically advise myself.

>> Things better be different next year.