... because I'm about to write an entry about something and the song "So Sorry, It's Over" by Blink 182 comes on. HAHA. Totally opposite of what I'm about to write ( Read more... )

... okay so I really need to get this off my chest before I explode and go do something stupid ( Read more... )

... I HATE THEM ( Read more... )

OMG I'm just sooo funny. I just read my previous journal. Like, wtf? HAHA. Who the hell was I walking about? I'm so weird ( Read more... )

...come into my life for such a short period and get me head-over-hills for him? He doesn't even like me or anything but still. I haven't felt like this for so long it's scary. Haha. He just doesn't know it. I don't intend on letting him know either. It's just scary. He got me on the first day I met him at work. He has the best personality ever. It ( Read more... )

... so here's what I've come to realize (not that I never knew this before), there are two very special guys in my life, Henry and Juan. They've always been and always be forever in my heart. I can't differentiate who's better than who. Yet to me, Juan seems to be closer to me, always there, and more real and honest to me except for the event that ( Read more... )

What's wrong with me you guys? Since summer before sophomore year until now. I have never been able to let go completely. No matter what. Something goes wrong with a guy, I think of him. When I'm with a guy, I think of him. When I'm lonely, I wish he was there. I guess it's just one of the symptoms of a first love. I always wonder, "What it would ( Read more... )

Why is it that I'm not happy? Why am I stressing? I was happy for a couple days then it's all going downhill from here. =( All I can think about is I'll hurt Ian. I feel bad that I don't feel for him as much as he feels for me. I feel guilty that all I can think about is Henry and James still. It's like having a boyfriend triggered these thoughts ( Read more... )

... is going good.

Here's what's been going on with the different parts of my life:

Mom: I love my mom. Even though she didn't let me go to 6 Flags on Saturday. Even though she yelled at me for not taking my sister out because she was being rude and a bitch to me. Even though she didn't let me go out. Even though she threw my shoe at me. Lol. I still ( Read more... )

I want to go back to Friday night ( Read more... )