Well it's been an incredibly long time sence I've updated..Erm...So much has happened lol! I'm not really sure if I wanna go back and relate the last few months of my life... Perhaps we'l just have to pick up from here? Well.. I'm working today.. Bored as you can see.. Erm.. My car got inspected today:) Big happiness with that.. Erm.. I'm going up ( Read more... )

Ever sence the day you went away and left me lonley and cold.. my life just hasn't been the same, oh baby no ( Read more... )

Well I just got told "It cracks me up how there is so much drama." Haha.. Oh yesh.. I know there is too much drama..It kinda seems like I'm stuck.. Stuck missing my friends that fuck with me all the time. Oh well.. I'm insane.. Haha.. I'm not sure.. It doesn't really matter all that much to me anymore. I'm not even sure why I'm writing, or what I'm ( Read more... )

I'm really not in the mood for bullshit...All my friends are fucking with my head.. I know it.. I fucking know it! Gawd.. Whatever.. I've become a shell again.. I want to be a shell again.. I don't want alla this..Priscilla..Going with Laura more than me.. Laura.. playing games with everyones head...Ppl calling my phone asking if I'm fucking around ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't wrote in awhile. Alot of shit has been happeneing..Umm.. I'm not with Eric anymore.. He's in jail..He wont be out for 4 months from 3-04-05. I miss him alot.. I mean.. so much.. I got pics of me and him together.. I look at them and cry sometimes. I'm still in love with him..I don't know what to write.. Umm.. So much shit has happened ( Read more... )

I keep letting this happen to myself.. I don't even know why I'm buggin.. I shouldn't bug till I get to talk to Eric.. I hate my life.. I hate my life.. I have myself..

Very interesting weekend. Eric came down to see me Friday night with his bro, Jeremy. We got Mary and hung out in my room. It was awesome. Jeremy is a hottie, him and Mary will hopefully hook it up ( Read more... )

Well ello.. I juss got back from Erics about 6. Well not actually Erics, his friend Hollys. Fuckin awesome time. We got drunk last night, and I was drinkin today. But last night was nice,Cept his baby momma came to Hollyz and was saying shit to me. Oh fuckin well, baby momma drama. Anywayz.. He didn't know if I would be mad at him after she came ( Read more... )

Well I know it's been a couple dayz.. Sorry, life getz crazy ( Read more... )

I hate the way you look at me, I hate the way I feel. I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do. All in my life I can think about it how much I hate you.

...Goodnight