I'm sorry that I wrote tat last message. I am alright I just felt a little sick. a little drunk. so I hope no one think that stuff kgeese , I'm alright so i will sleep. my friend said too. later guys. i'm cool. iwas just josh'n you alll.

I know I said that I wasn't gonna write for a couple days but something inside me just has to get out ( Read more... )

I have decided to leave the intylerwetrust community. I got them all pissed off at me for defending myself.

"nobody knows shit about me and nobody ever will."

i won't be posting for a few days.

I think I defintly have permanent hearing damage. I keep getting this high-pitch ringing in my ear and Lately it's been like a constant "low volume" on everybody's voice. I think i'm gonna have to start wearing ear plugs at shows from now on ( Read more... )

It's 3am. I have a paper for English due tomorrow. I have too many things on my mind to even think about sleeping. I have to work out some of these songs. This one song I want to play for this big show I'm setting up for my band (The Scandals) still has to be worked out. I'm experimenting with that later. But as of this monday coming up I ( Read more... )

Wow this is the third journal entry that I'm writing today. I guess I have to come here for sanctuary. well anyway a lot has happened since the last 2 entrys. My friend called me up, George, and told me that him and Chris were playing at the Hooka Bar. (it's this coffee shop with hookas) It's really called the Euro Caffe. But anyway I just ( Read more... )

I was watching My Cousin Vinnie. Then my old friend Nick stopped by the house and we talked for a while. I don't know why but I always feel depressed when I think about old times. It sucks. I guess we're all really just dieing slowly. Life is fucking depressing. Life is a diesese.
Then Ben was driving by and came out and talked with us.
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Alright I'm back from Delaware. I drank a 40 last night along with a few beers. It was fun. I don't remember too much but I did wake up with a pack of cigarettes in my pocket ( Read more... )

I don't have a job but I need money. Today I'm going to rip out all of this fiber-glass insulater so I can make a few dollars to go to Deleware. I think I will need about $30. I'm gonna drink my ass off tonight. So I hope everyone else is having a good time because I will be sweating for beer.

fuck.....i hate myself.