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hey. i couldnt sleep last night either. i thought i had work today and then i found it to be 10:15 am and started walking somewhere. i dunno why i left my place, i walked all the way to catonsville to the community college. then walked around there and decided to go to UMBC and walk around there. At UMBC I had an anxiety attack. decded to ( Read more... )

yea i found that cd. i was too drunk to remember that i threw it in the closet. nothing new today just cleaned up some bit. didnt fall asleep last night so my eyes kinda hurt. i better sleep tonight tho because i have work tomorrow morning at 6. that's all, im out.

hey everyone. just got back from a keg party. this morning (and yes i am drunk) i was at kamil's house and we started filming this movie and shit, and did some photoshop and hung out and listened to music. i ate a hamburger with polish seasoning and it was good ( Read more... )

hey last night was insane. I got a call from Kamil to stop by Dana's house for a party about to go down. After about 4 hours of getting completly wasted listening to freestyles a fight broke out in the back yard. 15 against 1. it was nuts kamil was holding back this bloody kid. everyone splits shortly after and the cops come. I ran down into ( Read more... )

Hello again outside world. Ryan here, writing about another day. Today wasn't so bad. I woke up depressed but managed to get out of bed. I remembered that late late last night (or I guess early morning) I looked through all my cds and picked out 9 of them to sell. i had no money so i thought that i should sell the cds since my friends have ( Read more... )

yea I felt the need to come back to this outdated site and start writing some shit again ( Read more... )

so anyway, i guess i just dumped my girlfriend. i don't know how it happened. she came over and we were chilling in my room drinking a 40 oz' of old E. she started crying and shit and we just broke up. i think she wanted to break up with me because i joke around too much or something like that and i'm not nice to her all of the time. she said ( Read more... )

holy shit i am drunk right now. i basically just got into a fight with my girlfriend. i really don't think i want to go out with her anymore. she doesn't understand me much, she does a little tho ( Read more... )

i dont know how to delete journal slots. so for now it will be up but i will figur how to tomorrow. thanks