damn. i fell into it aGAIN. This time, its terrifyingly real. The stuttering, the carelessness for others besides her, the motivation to get the fuck in here and write about her in the first place. Like a fright train, her horn reaches across my entire plane of exhistence ( Read more... )

hmmm. feeling careless, but thats wut it has to be i guess. I can only worry about me for now. The world is indifferent with me, so i shud be to it ( Read more... )

right now im in bruce wells, an academic bootcamp at clark where we sleepin here 5 days a week and take classes and go to work and go to college tours. All in all, its a shit load of work. I luckily managed to find some time and update. My mind is gonna be really over-worked by the end of the week ( Read more... )

good day so far. Long morning. Chilled w/ lane, sparked up under no no's house, and now im feeling tuned out. Its useful, kind of brings u down to earth. Kind of like what my idol, Bill Hicks, said ( Read more... )

hmm, pulled an all niter last nite. Drove the nite away endlessly w/ the azns, and thankfully made it home at 8 in the mornin. Mom wasn't too mad, On top of that a dentist appontment at 2 in the afternoon, so i've been a very tired boy ( Read more... )

hmmm. second to last day of school. not too bad. Was a bum and a pothead all day. Oh, how our bitter realities bite us in the ass as seconds mover forward. great, i've already started ( Read more... )

so, my computer competely fucked itself up, so i had to wait until my firned came and tore that shit apart until it was fixed. now its a home ,getting better,(re-installing itself in rehab), and im at my friend's house using his internet, and listening to TOOL. This is what life is about ( Read more... )

Worked today. was a pretty slow day, which is ALWAYS a good thing. It means i dont gotta move around too much. i Pretty much slacked off, but my boss is a stoner, so she doesn't care. i guess thats one thing i love about my job :-) roll camera....action ( Read more... )

Well, i guess today was a better day, with the expection that i didn't finish my english paper and now im gonna get a low grade on the final project, but fuck it, ill do extra credit or something. As for how i'm feeling, well, maybe ill let the poem explain that ( Read more... )

well, its 9 o'clock, and i still havn't started on my goddamn english paper(that shud be 5-6 pages long). My comp. broke down for the 9th time this week, and its sad that i know its only getting worse. I've also been lonely as hell lately, and i wish there were something to obsess about ( Read more... )