young men are tossing a football in front of the dorms. someone is loudly playing their electric guitar. i can hear girls laughing. i'm trying to study.

oh, college!
you're just like in the movies.

my yoga class is amazing.
the chargers crushed the raiders tonight.
by this weekend, i will either
(a) have a job
or
(b) be in chico.
too bad i can't have both.
next weekend is lovefest.
& i just bought my ticket to the after party.
eeeeeeeeee!
(you know what i mean)

i've been in my apartment all night. my nose is sore from tissues & my throat is beyond raw. it is hard to experience college life when people don't seem worth your time. my introvert nature is slowly creeping out & the social smoking section is becoming less appetizing each day. & right about now i'm going to spend some time with kurt before i go ( Read more... )

i'm in the Arichipelago and i'm waiting to arrive.
i'm in the Arichipelago and i know i'm still alive.
you finally told me where you had been thinking for so long.
& it breaks my heart wide open but i know that i'll be stronger next time.
so goodbye my love ( Read more... )

my extra-long twin bed is extra-empty. my body seems almost lifeless as i collapse into my down comforter night after night. perhaps it's a result of the effort i have put into everyday i have spent in this amazing city. or maybe the sleep deprivation is setting in (& my unusual craving for coffee in the morning isn't helping much, either). the ( Read more... )

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( mission beach madness! )

the end of mission beach madness means that i have 4 whole days left in san diego.
i have some pictures to post but photobucket hates me.

my mother & i have purchased everything i need for my move (which will occur in 12 days, according to a lovely chain of mine). i can't contain my excitement. i won an ebay auction for a polaroid camera at 3:30 this morning :]. mission beach madness began today & i will join the festivites by tuesday. i have cleaned out my desk & packed it's ( Read more... )

i am just going to continuously watch grey's anatomy until i move out. because it makes me happy&hopeful.