i'm sick of being under my mother's jurisdiction. i brought up the idea of me going to coachella, even though i don't want to go, just to see what she would say. she said that she was uncomfortable with me going. & i asked what would happen if i went anyways. & she said that she would kick me out of the house & not pay for my tuition. anyone else ( Read more... )

i used to not want to leave because of him.
but now i can't wait to get away.

i did not think that it was possible for the person that i love the most to let me down the hardest.

this is ALL bullshit.
& to hell with him if he thinks this is what we are worth.

i can't stop listening to jeff buckley. & i love it.

upon looking over some of my past entries, i have realized that i usually post about things that are bothering me. i sincerely believe that the reocurring dilemmas will not be sorted out until i leave for san francisco in august. so basically i need to start focusing on more positive things that are happening in my life. i need to stop trying to ( Read more... )

i always tell the girls, never take it seriously. if you never take it seriously, you never get hurt. & if you never get hurt, you always have fun. & if you ever get lonely, just go to the record store & visit your friends.

Love is not a victory march.
Love is not a victory march.
Love is not a victory march.

i have to work on thursday night so i can't see the moving units. daaaaaaaaamnit. but i can still see animal collective, even though i have no one to go with. i finally get my car back today. i'm going to go spend my gift card at urban outfitters. then go to buffalo exchange & treat myself to some sushi. yesss. oh && my mother is in the process of ( Read more... )

171 more days.

my head is spinning & all anyone can say is everything that i don't want to hear. august is taking too long to get here. i need to drive around the city & listen to sigur ros. everytime i try to make things right for myself, i end up getting it slapped in my face & am left feeling even more shitty than i did before. i don't know what anyone wants ( Read more... )

she says "wake up, it's no use pretending"
i'll keep stealing, breathing her.
birds are leaving over autumn's ending
one of us will die inside these arms
eyes wide open, naked as we came