sometimes i wish i was dead.... honestly this world is full of surprise's but what happens when you've seen the up and you've seen the down ( Read more... )

so this whole thing wtih ashley is over finaly...... personaly i think that she tells me about jimmy so i'll grow jelious and envy their relationship and wish i was together with ashley ( Read more... )

i swear somtimes if it wasnt for my friends this whole world would just pass me by and give me up..... i would die in a drout of saddness and lonely ness..... yup it's true......

woa a new entry..... i havent written in this thing in a while.....

hahaha

UPDATE

im glad to see that ppl care about my updates...... ha thanks....... this journal is dead

i dotn update cause i never get any comments....W/E
sucks even more i have to work on the weekends.... and on the fucking holiday'S just piss's me off....

new computer pretty soon..... i hope i can get it.... it's gunna be a beast

this year is goign to be the best year of my life..... i want every one there to enjoy it with me ( Read more... )

telling you that your just a friend ( Read more... )

i hate this stupid thing {s} journals..... they fuck you over bad....and this whole thing with ashley..... you just werent the same.... i was replying.... but im not replying to you now.... im sry it was like that.... ill miss you....

i hate this stupid thing..... OH what silly games we play....

im glad i got to see you one last time....

God i love my girl.... she's so amazing..... more amazing than my car.... to me... that pretty damn AMAZING....