thank you for being there for me. it means more to me than i think you know. and yes, i will sleep better. good night.

I think Im ready for a new entry. Its been a while, but I think I could use it.  First some general updates:
1. I am very excited to go to six flags on monday. It has been a long time since John and i have been able to hang out like we used to.  This summer has been so busy and with me not living in town it has made it really hard for us to see each ( Read more... )

Its just so easy when the whole world fits inside of your arms.

I will miss you when you're gone.

today could be a different day
if the sky lifts up the haze
off of my front lawn
or just another time i hold my tears
for another year
on my way back home

can i sell this sunrise, in return for a sunset? yeah..
can i just be here one more day, until my sunburn fades away?

I've asked a hundred times what's going on
but it went through one ear and ( Read more... )

There is someone who secretly reads this live journal. I know who you are. It is you. A    N    G    i   E. you better start commenting. I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU.

things i am obsessed with right now: Phi Sigma Pi, my big Kathie, John, Megan, Stephanie, and the rest of the cup crew, carrots and ranch, my fake flowers, vicki having a somewhat boyfriend again, school slowly coming to an end, sleeping in my own bed, being busy, random deaf people i see around Bloomington/Normal, my new apartment, trashy ( Read more... )

This weekend changed everything.  I quit the cup. Officially.  I talked to Angie for almost an hour, cried my eyes out about everything.  I talked to her about my parents, my brother, John, the Cup, school, and life in general.  Im going to miss seeing her everyday.  Im not coming home this summer.  It is official that my parents are getting ( Read more... )

I open up, you ignore me
You're not the same at all
And if I could turn back
The pages of time
I'd rewrite your point of view

Washed up on the shore
Given one last chance
To try somemore
But I'm tired, I'm freezing
Let's stop and call it history

Let's end it on this
Let's end it on this

i feel so disconnected. from everything except my brother. he means more to me than he will ever know. i just g e t him. and he gets me. big sign interview tomorrow at 12:20. ive never been more nervous for anything in my life. cross your fingers for me. im so ready for this summer. B.I.A bitches.

something really bothered me today, and as i was experiencing it i thought to myself (for the first time in my life) "I should write this in my livejournal" sooo here it is. First off, totally not related-I had the fucking best sign lab today. LOVE that. Amy (the teacher) made me feel SO much better about the interview I have on tuesday and the ( Read more... )