I think I must call my Saturday a success. Here's what happened ( Read more... )

I cannot sleep, I do not want to sleep.....I've just finished my english assignment.....the room smells like burning paper because I was lighting paper from the gas fire before. Yummy smell. I think I will now go outside and look at the moon because it is full and beautiful. And then......who knows. I wonder whats on TV at this time of the morning ( Read more... )

Everybody Hurts ( Read more... )

These Days ( Read more... )

A lovely poem ( Read more... )

Whoa look at that.......it's two minutes past midnight. I'm so tired I think I will collapse tomorrow at school. I've almost done my assignment. Havent studied for english assessment. Havent started assignment due on Friday. Or assignments due next week. But who cares. I need sleep.........Ich brauche schlafen.

All the work we have counts for school certificate. So it means that I actually have to get good marks. If they want us to do well, why put everything so close together? I don't know about other people in my grade but I am not coping with all this work. It's way too much. I'm leaving it all till the last minute, and that is just not enough. But I'm ( Read more... )

I hate you......and I hate you.........and you.

But most of all, I hate YOU.

Stop telling me that I am mediocre. What the fuck does it mean anyway. Stop telling me that I am not good enough for you. If you knew what you were doing to me, would you stop? I hate you. So so much.

So goddamn hopeless. It's a never ending cycle, spiralling down and down ( Read more... )

chrissie come home............please..........