Taken a picture naked?--no ( Read more... )

well, today kinda sucked.....but at least i hung out with people ( Read more... )

why do people hate me?
i really need to know what it is about me that people cannot stand.

i ask people to call me, they don't.

i try to join conversation, they ignore me.

they plan somthing within the walls of their socal group and refuse to tell me anything about it.

why the hell can't i operate around other people anymore?

man, today was kind've a crappy school day, but my time after school was really good ( Read more... )

heh so me and bobby are the janitors now at artech. So now that i'm a janitor, i will have to do this to categorize my appearence to that of a janitor ( Read more... )

why is it that i have the complete inability to work my way into any socal group? i can make people like me, but i just can't get to the next step. spending time with them. No, i'm not talking about relationships, i'm talking about how these other kids meet each other and then all of the sudden, woopty fuggin' doo, they're already hanging out. why ( Read more... )

hey.....i think i just realized somthing......am i the only GUY still putting stuff on livejournal that i know of? i know nick and dudes stopped. wierd......maybe i'm not a guy anymore......ok i'll crash that train of thought and start a new one ( Read more... )

alright! i got into inherit the wind (a full legnth play that's going on at artech that some high school kids are in). bob's running it which is pretty cool and i'm the judge. so that's cool ( Read more... )

y'know, people see me and they think "tasty must hang out with people in his spare time" that's actually not true. i almost never do. i'm not anti-socal, i'm just shy. and that's why i never see people outside of school. it's really not good. i should connect with people more ( Read more... )

aaah what's wrong with me? i'm so scared of the future. i get a rush of fear whenever somone even says somthing remotely referring to the future. even it it's optomistic. it's taking it's toll on my sleep now and it's just driving me crazy. i can't help but think about all these problems i don't wanna hear about. uugh!!!!