nothing new has really happened,

saturday was the after the burial cd release show,
which by the way was fucking amazing.
and the cd, has been blowing my mind away so far.
probably my favorite cd.

i think thats all for now.

utensilvirus: yeah, well im proud of you, you can't be hanging out people who are only going to constantly hurt you

thanks vanessa

its all over.
i tried, i really did.
r.i.p. brt

and did i mention she ended it becuase she wants to be able to kiss other guys.
it must be pretty hard to be with me when shes got soo many other guys to possibly makeout with.
"cool life" i guess.

just so everyone who reads this stupid thing knows ( Read more... )

the show was freaking amazing ( Read more... )

this is the first time in months anyone has driven to rochester to get me.
and probably the last.. :\

the show is today though, and im excited.
and im feeling 98% better, so ima be throwin down fo sho.

kick some WI kid in the face.

i hate my skin color.
someone want to trade?

have you ever been soo confused on your own feelings that youre not sure if youre happy, sad, or just okay?

thats where im at right now.

but on the bright side i got a job at the starbucks cafe in the apache mall in rochester.
i go in tomorrow to do paper work.

lets hope this job lasts.

i made an omlet
with lots of cheese.

yum.

sleep doesn't come naturally. sleep is the birthplace for nightmares...for me atleast. the sun is burned out when i wake up. a sky once blue, now broken and torn by my chemical imbalances. the world as i know it is dying, the life i shouldn't take for granted is eating me alive. but when youre the reason for every misfortune your life posses, you ( Read more... )