Looking back I wish I wasn't so fucking depressed in the 2000s, insecure, and worried about the future. I loved my times with my friends in my early 20's, late 20's got a bit bleak for a bit but I think I channeled it well, managed to get through my 30's as someone who didn't feel all alone in this world and I'm better for it. Now when you are 40, ( Read more... )

well i havent smoked in a week....it kinda sucks but i think i can kick the habit. im trying to get healthy ( Read more... )

pub crawl just is not as easy as it was years ago...my bro lost his car and i ended up shedding tears with someone before the end of the night was over...i hate saddness....i wish i could make everything ok but im not sure if i can

thanks for the party Dfoss and the makeup...everyone looked at me, i felt popular

peace

who the fuck is st patrick? im not catholic ( Read more... )

everyone seems to get bummed out when i post on myspace about certain stuff but i was reading all my old entrys and i remembered so much shit and since no one hardly reads this i can post what i like, plus i can rant about "her" if i need to because she will never see it ( Read more... )

i wanna hit rock bottom......give me all the drugs you got!!!!!

slipping into maddness doesnt seem like it would be so bad, i dont have much left to hold onto in this world and when that is gone.....so long

have you ever felt so alone that is seems like your the only person left on this planet....I have never felt more alone than I do right now and I don't know why...I feel like a ghost

I remember when, I remember, I remember when I lost my mind ( Read more... )

Brittney has broken up with me....there's not really anything that caused this travisty but she feels like she HAS to be single right now. She feels like she needs to be on her own for once in her life and make herself happy again. With her being stressed for months with finishing school I could tell she was kinda depressed but I didnt know that ( Read more... )

When all is said and done ( Read more... )