Why do you play these game? In a few days you'll be back just like every other time. Don't you get tired of playing these games, of putting OUR lives on hold for someone elses grudge? Don't we deserve love? Real love, feels like I can't breathe without you love, i want to tell you everything love, your it I need no one else love? Why can't we have ( Read more... )

We're all such sad people. I try to wrap my mind around it but I just can't. Why are we so sad? What is wrong with us? You can look into anyone's eyes and see sadness. I try to figure it out. Why and where it comes from but Ill never truly know. What is it that doesn't let us just be happy. Why are we such intricate beings? I wish I was a dog or an ( Read more... )

I can't believe I was stupid enough to let myself open up to someone else. I thought I would have learned my lesson by now. Girls can't be trusted they'll just come and back stab you in the back ( Read more... )

I need to keep busy ( Read more... )

woke up today feeling like it doesn't matter any more. I'm the only one that matters. At least to me. Thats the only thing that should matter. Lost all interest in everyone and everything but me. Need to worry and work on me. Tired of everything thats gone on till now. I think I deserve so much better in every aspect of my life and now for once I'm ( Read more... )

Tonight is offically the night I give up on the male species. None of them are any good. even the ones that say they care. Ill be happier alone.

Its finally all done.

I feel hurt but at the same time relieved.
Now I know I'm better then you.

You know all that really bothers me is that we aren't really friends anymore. Thats the hard part about all this. The rest doesn't even matter anymore. I'm over all that. I guess I just have to get over the fact that we'll never be real friends again ( Read more... )

You know its really stupid for both of us to even try not to be friends or not be around each other. Because in the end I think we would regret that. It would be the best time of our lives with out our best friend there. There would always be someting missing. If we dont regret the past we would end up regreting the future ( Read more... )

And last night all i did was dream about you.
Can't quite remember what the dream was about but I know you were the main character.
And you don't even call.

I think I'm going to start writing him letters.
I can't seem to express myself like I use to with him.
So I may begin to write to him but never deliver the letters.
Maybe one day many years from now he'll read them.