SoOoOoOo.
Im at work... and i was begining to think about shit. It seems to me like i like someone (before) and then once they moved on or moved somewhere far i realized i could of been with them, and could of made me and him really happy. But for some reason when i kno its going to be good i push it away.
and for some reason... when i think things ( Read more... )

Cupid's Chokehold Lyrics
by Gym Class Heroes

[ Download Free Lyrics Software featuring Gym Class Heroes ] [ Send to a friend*featuring Patrick Stump of Fall Out Boy ( Read more... )

oh yea i forgot to mention:
41 days alcohol free. 
i can't wait to get wasted.

soooo its 8:30am on sunday morning. i've beeb up for 2 hours already. i want a monster REALLY bad ( Read more... )

i'm so bored i could kill myself.
its true too.

im not looking forward to the next 3 days. 
i want a new job so bad and i kno i wont find one cuz i hate working.
i just want to sit at home but i have bills. 
i dont want a cell phone anymore. that would save me $90 bucks a month going towards the $2,500 i owe my mom and i prolly would be more happier not ( Read more... )

I LOVE 
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so i havent talked to my dad it 34 days now. i wrote him a letter yesterday and am planning on sending it out soon. i talked to my gma twice now i love her she is THE BEST. <33 ( Read more... )

so today is my dads birthday and tommorrow is fathers day. 
i've decided not to get him anything, and a lot of you may think this is -coldhearted-, and so on.
BUT i never talk to him. i never see him. the last time i dont both of those was may 21st (last month).
your probably like thats only a month. i have gone longer, but something happened on this ( Read more... )

So this morning i went to AA. and this guy talked and he flipped me out. like i cried. not balling but tears rolled kinda thing. he talked about how he KNOWS no one understands him. and how he knows his life will end soon. and that NO ONE can help him, because he isnt honest. and i started to think maybe trust isnt one of my only problems but ( Read more... )

i seriosuly dont think i can be in a relationship.
i dont trust anyone because i dont trust myself.

FFFUUCCCCCK.