alrighty then...

[tatsuta]

it's been a shitty week so far, yes oh yes it has. but some things are to be taken in stride, right? nothing a couple chocolate cream pies can't fix...>_the final split between the two of us seems to have taken place. it's something I never thought would really happen, but the path that we have been on for oh so long has led there and nowhere

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[smesfin]

I am not judging you for this, but I want to make sure I understand...you felt like you were settling?

[tatsuta]

the only reason you could want to know is to judge me. please,judge.

with her it wasn't...settling, it was, something close perhaps. i fully understand how amazing she is, logically much more than I should ever deserve, but at times I would still wander. i wasn't fully content.
don't get me wrong, most of the time I was as happy as a clam. but many times, i just wanted something more. dumb of me, but until I find someone i can't look away from, i'm sure i'll kill everything I try to nurture.

[smesfin]

nono i wasnt really judging. i just wasn't sure if i really understood what you were saying. honestly mike, love amd relationships are a total enigma. i have no room to ever ever judge anyone when it comes to love.

but i hope things with that european girl got better. and i hope you got the cute bench girl's (the artsy one with short hair) phone number :)

[tatsuta]

hehe,well....
the european one went to arizon and the cute bench girl i think hooked up w/ a friend of mine over new years. >_<

guess i'll wait till summer and try again.