I don't know what's been up with me lately, but I have been feeling very down and out. Mostly it's just been the past couple days, last night I cried for basically no reason when I was talking to Eric. And then today again I cried for no reason really. I think I am just bored and stressed out with my life, because all I really do is go to the gym, ( Read more... )

I only updated twice in August.. how crazy. I remember when I would be on here all the time. Well last I left you I was going on a job interview which I did and then she called me back to do a working interview which I did and then she emails me and tells me that it won't work out because of my availablity which is bullshit. I told her my ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went on Craig's List and applied for like 5 different jobs, and one of them called me back like an hour after I emailed them, and I went on the interview today ( Read more... )

But it feels like we haven't even really had a summer. I was hoping that I would be able to hit up the beach more this summer then I did last summer, and I have only went once, I mean it was super fun, and I loved it but I wanted to go more, the weather just has not been nice to me. It's usually always really nice durning the week, which I have ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I have updated ( Read more... )

School has been... well I am sick of it really. I use to love going to school everyday, but now not so much. I know I shouldn't bitch that I don't get a break because I know I am not the only one, but I love how I see the same people everyday getting breaks and screwing around while I am busting my ass to get a manicure, 2 hair cuts, and a pedicure ( Read more... )

Let's hope that today at school is better then yesterday. I had John as my zone instructor, and my first hair cut came in and I didn't really know how to do it, so he explained it to me, and then he said he was going to start it and I would finish it but he ended up doing the whole thing, which is fine because I learn better if I can watch it being ( Read more... )

I feel exhausted already and it's only 2:40pm! I still have a long day ahead of me ( Read more... )

Ok well Thursday... I got fired, which is fine like I know I am going to be screwed if I don't find a job asap, but I was so unhappy working there. I dreaded going in every day because there was always some new drama unfolding and of course I ended up being a part of it even when I wouldn't do or say anything to anyone. Kim was complete nice when ( Read more... )

Lately I have been getting sick of school, I haven't said anything to anyone because I was hoping it would pass but it hasn't. Maybe things will change if I'm not down in the spa all the time like I usually have. I use to get excited about going to school, now I am like ughh... I don't even want to go. I have been skipping a lot lately, not like ( Read more... )