A rare occurence happened yesterday. All of my Self was back in my head at the same time. For those that know what I mean by that, you know it is something I try to avoid. But 2 or 3 times a year it does occur, and since I was forced to have all of my faculties together in one place, I thought a bit on my "Way". I may lose you before the end, but ( Read more... )

So what are these things that we try so hard to hide from ourselves ? As we approach the age of reason, we begin to hide away our fears. We don’t let anyone see our vulnerabilities. But as we become older our definition of these things change. We don’t really give up the fears and insecurities that we have already tucked away, but to these we add ( Read more... )

I have pondered the case you have made about "class" existance. Unfortunatly I must still insist that it is unfounded. Not for the previously mentioned reasons but for simpler one. It occured to me in your cave man argument, but took me awhile to run through it and conclude if I was mistaken or not. I believe that if our previouly mentioned cave ( Read more... )

Well, I'm packing for my first vacation alone.I am very nervous about getting lost there and back, but have decided to give it a shot. Was givin the keys to a free beach house, and have a week off, so I'm going to go for a few days. I have so many mixed feelings about this trip, I honestly don't know if I can have a good time there without my ( Read more... )

I feel like my time is coming to an end. It feels like the sand in my hourglass is scrunching together as it approaches the neck. I am afraid of dying, but I have found small solices in my solitude. These I think are to help ease my way into death, to lessen my fear of it. Little drops of comfort scattered across the weeks and months ( Read more... )

A selfish child his willfull ways ( Read more... )

Polite got me nowhere, begging didn't work, so let's try this ( Read more... )

Old City Bar By Trans-Siberian Orchestra ( Read more... )

People suck ( Read more... )

And all of my sins ( Read more... )