so last night I was talking to my brother in law, damnon, he was staying the night because he was passing through. so I discovered that it might not be my mom in denial. she might be supportive of me and I just dont know it. she might actually understand. she might be pretending it nothing and leaving the subject be because of dave. dave might not ( Read more... )

lets start with friday. friday at leslie gulch was really fun. they did are I watched them do art and climbed the hills. they are liz, taylor, lindsey, olivia, steffanie, ryan, hanna, chris, ryan, Mr. Rose, Ms. Compton and Joe. we all had a lot of fun. hanna, olivia and I made a documentary about being in Australia and the wild life and just us ( Read more... )

ok so heres the deal. so I still like Lindsey kinda a lot but I know that she doesnt like me the way I like her. Lindsey only likes me in the way that she wants to have fun but I want a relationship. then theres Josh. I like Josh but only in the I wanna have fun way and he would only do that in a relationship. Its messed up. oh and guess what ( Read more... )

I dont think I posted this in my journal last year but I should have. so I was going through my blogs and one said "storks with shoes". that caught my eye so I clicked on it. here it is. oh and apparently around this time of year I always get sick ( Read more... )

so last weekend I hung out with erin and we smoked a little pot. I ate a whole box of reese's puffs cereal. being high kinda feels like being drunk I think. everything thing was in different dimmensions though. like you'd see the thing nearest you on a different level as the thing behind it. it was like it was two separate pieces of paper and you ( Read more... )

I had another dream last night. I was my birthday again. we were partying. cant remember all that was there but it wasnt as many people that actually showed up to my party. cameron was there I know that because there was only four or five of us and we were all laying on my bed. I was laying next to him. but we were just aimlessly wandering downtown ( Read more... )

thursday my 18th birthday I skipped school. my mom called me in. I woke up at 7:15am and went to my secret spot to watch the sunrise or rather try. it was too cloudy to actually see the sunrise but I saw the sky turn lighter and lighter. I smoke a little bit of a cigar while doing so. went home and my mother and I went to our body wrap. it was ( Read more... )

so I had another dream. its was about lindsey this time. so it was new years eve and liz, lindsey and I were shopping because we were goig to have this big party. I was really hyper and bouncing around. Liz was picking out things and asking us about them. we choose raspberry champagne, even though we were all under aged. so then I randomly kissed ( Read more... )

I had a horrible dream last night. it had cassi in it. all my friends became best friends with her, especially talyn. then I thought all my friends betrayed me for even liking her and she tried to get back together with me. it was horrible.

so last night was really fun. I got off work and went to talyn's to meet up with talyn, marjorie, joany, and tracy. we went to denny's at like midnight. we didnt have the usual pie but we all got good food and Brandon was there. hes the waiter that we really like and hes pretty damn cool. so he brought us a whole shit load of those colored sugar ( Read more... )